 A haunting and
triumphant story of a difficult and keenly felt life, Change
Me into Zeus's Daughter is a remarkable literary
memoir of resilience, redemption, and growing up in the
South. Barbara Robinette Moss was the fourth in a family
of eight children raised in the red-clay hills of
Alabama. Their wild-eyed, alcoholic father was a
charismatic and irrationally proud man who, when sober,
captured his children's timid awe, but when (more often)
drunk, roused them from bed for severe punishment or
bizarre all-night poker games. Their mother was their
angel: erudite and stalwart -- her only sin her
inability to leave her husband for the sake of the
children.
Unlike the rest of
her family, Barbara bore the scars of this abuse and
neglect on the outside as well as the inside. As a
result of childhood malnutrition and a complete lack of
medical and dental care, the bones in her face grew
abnormally ("like a thin pine tree"), and she
ended up with what she calls "a twisted, mummy
face." Barbara's memoir brings us deep into not
only the world of Southern poverty and alcoholic child
abuse but also the consciousness of one who is
physically frail and awkward, relating how one girl's
debilitating sense of her own physical appearance is
ultimately saved by her faith in the transformative
powers of artistic beauty: painting and writing.
From early on and
with little encouragement from the world, Barbara
embodied the fiery determination to change her fate and
achieve a life defined by beauty. At age seven, she
announced to the world that she would become an artist
-- and so she did. Nightly, she prayed to become
attractive, to be changed into "Zeus's
daughter," the goddess of beauty, and when her
prayers weren't answered, she did it herself, raising
the money for years of braces followed by facial
surgery. Growing up "so ugly," she felt the
family's disgrace all the more acutely, but the result
has been a keenly developed appreciation for beauty --
physical and artistic -- the evidence of which can be
seen in her writing.
Despite the
deprivation, the lingering image from this memoir is not
of self-pity but of the incredible bond between these
eight siblings: the raucous, childish fun they had
together, the making-do, and the total devotion to their
desperate mother, who absorbed most of the father's
blows for them and who plied them with art and poetry in
place of balanced meals. Gracefully and intelligently
woven in layers of flashback, the persistent strength of
Barbara Moss's memoir is itself a testament to the
nearly lifesaving appreciation for literature that was
her mother's greatest gift to her children.

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